Sunday, January 9, 2011

Maybe I'm Old Fashion


I haven't blogged in a while and while I have a lot on my mind this one has been bothering me the to get it off my chest I took to the blog!

I have a really good friend that does really dumb things when it comes to men. For some odd reason she seems to think because she is sleeping with all these men she is accomplishing something, but in my eyes you are just abusing yourself day in and day out and you are walking away empty handed.

Here's the story:

One night we go out with with some guys we met while having dinner, now they all have money and everything is paid in full we have a great time. I walk away with numbers because we all had fun and want to go out again. You walk away with nothing but a yuck mouth and thoughts of you just going for what you want. You meet one guy get no play, another you exchange numbers yet you have a semi-permanet friend, buy the end of the night you giving oral sex to one of one of the guys...WHY? And at the end of the night he asking me what is wrong with your friend...SMH!
The next week you move, meet a guy, and next the very next day you tell me you slept with this dude. Ummm okay, you are grown you do you and use protection and I won't comment.

But one Friday night really pissed me off: We are heading home and she mentions someone I had dealings with and wanted to know why I won't go out with him anymore, I say I have my reasons without disclosing much information; she goes on and on about him which makes me give her the side eye and the look of bish please don't try me and play yourself. Anyway, later that night we head out to Havana's, the guys smoke their cigars, I get my few drinks, have fun, blah blah blah and you start pushing me off on one of the guys there; one that we have never seen with in the group. Now, I'm not one of your other friends who f*&k for status, money, or because I want to be seen as one of your down for whatever friend. I have more respect for myself than that! Anyway, I break it down to dude I don't know what she said but I don't get down like that and everybody here knows it. When the place close he asks for my number and said I was "mad cool" yeah okay I'm over being "mad cool" with people, I could really careless about who likes me. Anyway, I wanted to remain cordial gave him the number, set the default to go to voicemail when he calls, it will be a while before I head to B-More for another night at Havana's anyway.
After I give my hugs and goodbyes to the fellas I go in on her. I had to let her know that yeah I like to have fun, I will dance with you, I will even entertain some of your and their dumb ass thoughts , but never ever put me out there as if I'm going to give up my cookies because that's what you do!

Here's a tip that gave her:

Try getting to know the guy
Let him court you, it's a great feeling!
No one is telling you to fall in love but damn love yourself a bit more than what you show.
Let him buy or pick you flowers,get a card with a little note, SOMETHING!

I am by far the least romantic of my friends but I still have standards and I have always be a lover of little things! After all those are the things that one remembers and appreciate the most

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I don't know who this chick is, but I would suggest that you stay as far away from her as possible. Even if she didn't tell the guy that you rolled like that, he (they) may think you do because of your association w/ her. I had that happen to me once. It's not a good feeling, esp when you know it's not you. She has serious self esteem issues, and as her friend I think you should pull her card on that. Women THINK that "getting theirs like the men do" makes them feel good, but in the end in really doesn't. We are not built like that. Don't let me find out who she is, cuz if you EVER mention you are going out w/ her to me, I'm going to pull out my strap and whip your azz!